http://0001.blogdrive.com/ 0001 Fri, 06 Aug 2004 21:35:04 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/10.html Sat, 07 Aug 2004 05:30:43 GMT Lately, I've been having dreams, all of which, when I analyze them, are pretty much saying to leave someone or something I'm with right now. In one, a boy my age (he was gorgeous by the way *_*) was leading me over rocks, across a serene body of water, throwing back the snakes that were swimming towards us. He took my hand and lead me into an old, somehow familiar and comforting building, it was pitch black. That's not the entire dream in detail, but from what I picked apart, it's symbolyzing that this person is going to protect me, and lead me on the path to healing my old wounds, making me... (more) http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=10 http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/9.html Tue, 20 Jul 2004 04:03:08 GMT Well, we were planning on going to Treasure Island, something we do every summer, and stay for 3 or 4 days. So I'm thinking yay, I FINALLY get to do something! I LOVe going there, its so fun ^_^ ...Fucking wrong ~_~;;;. We were supposed to leave today, but my mom got held up at work, which really pissed me off. Maybe I'll redecorate thier offices for them. I hope they like the color of thier insides >_>;;;;;;; Well, we ended up not being able to go tonight because it was so late. Alright, we're held up a day, no biggie. WRONG AGAIN! Later my dad and I went to go drop the animals off for... (more) http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=9 http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Mon, 12 Jul 2004 03:09:19 GMT I've had this stange pain in my back for a few days now, and we know it's not muscle pain. I haven't been able to eat or drink much without losing it, although I think that's from the stress of this whole asshole boyfriend crap. Anyways, my mom says I probably have some kind of infection in one of meh insides o.o so, I'll be finding out about that tommorow or the day after. http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Mon, 12 Jul 2004 03:05:48 GMT Well, he's at a movie with HER. And I'm crying again. Scared. I feel so.....alone. I don't want to go back to how I use to be, that shy little girl in the corner that only got the occasional glance, either because someone felt sorry for her, or thought she was a complete freak. I can't believe him, how he could hurt me like this. I can't believe that even after this I still love him with all of my heart. I just....I don't know what to say other than I would give anything to be able to close my eyes tonight, and never have to open them again. God, I hate this beautiful world. http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7 http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Sat, 10 Jul 2004 23:26:28 GMT God....I just found out that chris is cheating on me....again....I hope i find my father's handgun soon. Once I do.... Seriously. That's what I want right now. I would give anything to be able to give up, to just lay down and die. I'm too young for this. I feel like I've lived hundreds of years, maybe it's the whole lack of a childhood thing. I don't think I've ever felt so much pain in my life...as short as it may have been up until now. All I want is someone who will love me, and make me feel like everything is okay, no matter what happened in the past....what DID happen in the past will... (more) http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/5.html Sat, 03 Jul 2004 21:24:24 GMT According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test... Take the test, by Emily. I'm looking around for some quizzes n such to take since I'm bored, these are the first ones I foundeded (both on the same site). More later Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 62% Schizoid |||||||||||||||||| 74% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||| 74% Antisocial |||||||||||||| 54% Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Histrionic |||||||||||||| 54% Narcissistic |||| 14% Avoidant |||||||||||| 46% Dependent |||||||||||| 46% Obsessive-Compulsive ||||||... (more) http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=5 http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/4.html Wed, 30 Jun 2004 04:46:56 GMT The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight And this is the moment that I live for I can smell the ocean air Here I am pouring my heart onto these rooftops Just a ghost to the world Thats exactly, Exactly what I need... From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day... For a second I wish the tide will swallow every inch of the city As you gasp for air tonight I'd scream this song right in your face if you were here Cause then I wont miss a beat cause I never, Never have before... From up here the city lights burn Like a... (more) http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=4 http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/3.html Fri, 25 Jun 2004 04:45:11 GMT Fa s h i o n s t u f f 1. where is your favorite place to shop: Shop? HAH 2. any tattoos or peircings: Mhm, ears pierced. s p e c i f i c s 1. do you do drugs?: Hell no, and I NEVER, EVER will ^_^ 2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Erm...Suave, and Garnier Fructies (sp? x_x). 3. who is the last person that called you? Anna 4. where do you want to get married?: Dunno, depends on IF I ever get married one day ._. 5. how many buddies are online right now?: 22 outta 128 6. what would you change about yourself?: Have better control over my emotions o.x f a v o r i t e s 1. color: Red 2. food:... (more) http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=3 http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/2.html Tue, 22 Jun 2004 02:54:20 GMT KFK got a bit old, and I was bored, and I wanted to mess around with HTML....So, this unnamed blog was born. My mind is like....Dead right now, I'm VERY tired, even though I shouldn't be...I slept ALL day, when I was supposed to be babysitting, I just had NO energy whatsoever x.x;. So, I don't want to write anything at the moment. Uhh...yeah, laters ^_^ http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=2 http://0001.blogdrive.com/archive/1.html Tue, 22 Jun 2004 02:34:10 GMT just testing right now.... http://0001.blogdrive.com/comments?id=1